We'll my balls are all over the place right now. Some are in the air, some are on the floor, some are in a pocket somewhere.
You see the next year of my life us unpredictable, it's unplanned, it's all up in the air- and all over the place. We have options and ideas. We know that we are not happy the way life is right now. Neither Hubby or I are happy with our jobs and are looking for a solution. Also we have realized that our house is too big. - I know right, how many people think their house is too big. We'll he have a formal dining room that we never use and a guest room with a bathroom that is never used. It's just space to heat and clean and is costing us money. I like our house, but I don't love it.
So in the next year my Hubby is planning on writing the test to be a RCMP, and the test to be an OPP, he's not sure what option he likes best right now and wants to leave the doors open. Now I have been looking into going back to school, but if he gets into the RCMP we will be moving- far. If he gets into the OPP we will be moving, but not quite as far. So either way I can't start school or really change jobs, until I know where we will be living for the next year.
Also if he doesn't get into either, we have discussed selling our house and getting a smaller house with a basement apartment to help with the mortgage. So I looks like either way in the next year we will be moving.
Everything is all over the place, and even writing it all down, sounds confusing. Really we have to wait and see what is going to happen with these tests.
I don't even know what I am wishing for, except for it all to be over.